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if you'd asked me that about a week ago I could've solved it in les than 5 minutes, but not I dun forgot. see im a really good at math, but my english comprehension skill suck. hard to believe since I write so well. but if you took what I wrote and broke it down you'd find a lot of grammacal errors. if it want for Words autocorret and stuff my writhing of school papers back in hight cool would've suffered.

I'm back. Sorry, I would have been online a lot yesterday but over the weekend my grandfather was diagnosed with a severe case of lung cancer and they think he may have brain cancer and only has a few weeks or months to live. So I was at the hospital all day visiting him and I might have to do that for a while so if I seem inactive don't worry. I'll bring my ipod to the hospital cuz dey got zem wifis and I can operate from there.

YAY. And sorry about yor Grandfather. I can relate. Mine just beat Colon Cancer. It was kinda touch and go for awhile there, but in the end he came out okay. I hope yours does too.

It's good that yours beat it, but the doctors have already told us that there's no possible chance of him living from it. He's also probably got dementia (however you spell that) or something. He's practically lost his mind. I'll just have to treasure this little time that I have left with him.

I see. Kinda like when my aunt Catherian Went. Well she was my Great-Aunt, but still. And I've been off cuz the internet is spotty today and will be all week. Mantianents.

It sounds like he's better off having his plug pulled.

I'm not saying that to be cruel; dementia is a horrible, horrible condition, and if he has already "lost his mind", then it's not really worth saying he's the same person. He probably can't remember have the things he has experienced in his life, he's terribly confused, completely scared, and on top of that, he has unsalvageable lung and brain cancer and he will likely suffer in pain until he passes away. He's not going to find much further relief in life if all of what you say is true, and I doubt he'll even remember your faces.

This is not my call, as I'm nether friend nor family, but I think it might be best for your grandfather that... well, you keep him from enduring too much before the end. I know what it's like to lose family. My grandmother was just buried on Friday.

Yes, that's the approach I've had towards it. I think they should just put him out of his misery. However I don't think my grandmothers and their children are willing to put him down. He's done a lot of... odd things lately, before he was taken to the hospital and he's just losing it all.

I honestly cannot say I've ever lost family members before, at least not close ones. Which is why this is seeming more like a fantasy to me. It doesn't seem that real, and terribly I haven't shed a tear about it yet.

Ya know i was the same way when my Paternal Grandfather passed away. And most closer relatives as well. It's like a kind of detachmanet from it all.

Congratulations, now you know what the term "surreal" really means.

Dude I live in surrealism. I am the oddest person youll ever meet, well exept for my friend Gooch, but he's Gooch. and that's a close call.

I was referring to how gr0xlard was explaining how he was feeling about it; that fantastical sensation he was describing.

I sincerely doubt you're the oddest person I'd ever meet. I know a lot of people. Half of them are the kind of people your mother told you not to talk to.

huh. true, but to tell the truth it was a similar situation to when my grandad died. I went to his funeral and really didn't care that he'd died. some part of me told me I should care, but really didn't affect me at all. I mean we all knew he was dying so it wasn't a shock when he did. but nothing at all.

This is why I'm scared for America's future, if people are capable of being so apathetic as to not care for a family member's death.

Unless you've never met him before.

to be honest id hardly seen him in years prior. he was serving out a prison sentence when he died.

moving on I am currently watching Dawn of the Dead.

Edit: Never watch a horror movie in the dark before bed. it makes you paranoid.

The Midnight Stalker wrote:

Bla bla bla…Never watch a horror movie in the dark before bed. it makes you paranoid.

Or play really freaky games. I was so tired at school today.

Back on the subject though; my great grandfather recently got brain cancer. I think I was the least affected by this in my family though. It kinda made me feel bad.

Yeah i managed three hours of sleep last night. Turns out Claritin is a good sleep aid for me. not sure if tht's a good thing though.

So it seem that most of use have had some sort of detachment form the deaths of our loved ones then. Then is a bit unsettling

My own grandfather died a couple years back. I suppose I could say that I didn't really feel much, it was just sort of...odd.

I've gone through this three times.

I always feel numb.

Whoster wrote:

My own grandfather died a couple years back. I suppose I could say that I didn't really feel much, it was just sort of...odd.

Sairei wrote:

I've gone through this three times.

I always feel numb.

The Midnight Stalker wrote:

huh. true, but to tell the truth it was a similar situation to when my grandad died. I went to his funeral and really didn't care that he'd died. some part of me told me I should care, but really didn't affect me at all. I mean we all knew he was dying so it wasn't a shock when he did. but nothing at all.

UltraCRAZY1 wrote:

Back on the subject though; my great grandfather recently got brain cancer. I think I was the least affected by this in my family though. It kinda made me feel bad.

Emotion. Do you feel it?

We must all be robots.

It takes a lot to make me sad.

Angry, however....Ahahaha...


Really, I think how sad one is about death is connected to how one looks at it.
-shrug-
I don't see it as the end.

Whoster wrote:

We must all be robots.

Or a congregation of sociopaths.

Can we be sociopathic robots?

yes we can.